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i feel like i'm on the brink of just breaking down. for some reason, every single reason why my life is a mess at this point just came crashing down on me last night. i have no idea what i'm going to do this summer. i have not enough money to live through summer as it is. i have no clue what is going on in my life right now. i'm lonely and upset. it was one of those days when you're only consolation is that the world is somewhat meaningless anyways, since humanity is headed towards extinction, but that just makes you feel even more sorry for yourself since you are but a brief moment in a history of nothingness. oh help me i'm so depressed right now. i really need someone to talk to, to tell me things will be alright now. unfortunately, that person doesn't seem to exist anymore.