so for the third time in about a month, i've decided to take some drastic measures. i think this time things will be different. i am really tired now i think. i suppose with valentine's day sneaking up on me, i feel as if i have no choice but to do something before i get driven insane.
there will be some symbolic gestures which i suppose i don't quite feel like talking about. there will be some hard decisions. there will be determination, which i lacked. i suppose it's ironic that it takes exhaustion to give me the will to try and push this thing to some kind of a conclusion.
i just wish i have the determination to make this stick. seems like life kinda sucks both ways, but one way has only false hope, but the other seems to offer a real chance of moving on.
Monday, February 11, 2008
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