and instead of sleeping, i wrote this. how silly.
i realize i'm going through bouts of self-confidence and utter defeatism. i just want this show to go well. then at least this year would have been less of a waste so far, just off to a sputtering start. at least now i feel that i'm getting ready to turn myself around. i got rid of my old 'star wars' poster, and replaced it with the classic 'manhattan' one which is a little too glossy for my taste. a 'return to the 36 chambers of shaolin' poster hangs on my room door, intimidating all unwelcome guests. take that as my feeble gesture of renewal.
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