Sunday, September 11, 2005

don't you know it's been too late for a long time

seeing as how i can count the number of hours till i actually leave, it's getting a bit much. but what i want to say is this. some times, i give my friends too little credit. i really have some of the best friends in the world.

on another note, fate, in its most amorphous ways, just enjoys playing tricks on me. i'm not even sure whether i believe in fate, but it sure believes in screwing with me. after lunch today, i was about to go straight home and maybe watch some sunday afternoon tv. but joel called and wanted to meet up for a bit. and then i had to realise that if it were just the 2 of us, we could just do it at holland v. and since we were doing it at holland v, we could maybe go to starbucks for coffee, cos that's such a normal thing to do.

well, it doesn't quite work that way does it? because coincidences happen and people happen. for the benefit of joel: i didn't expect to run into that girl at starbucks. she is some one important to me. well, maybe she was. and having decided that i will never see her again, for perhaps the 3rd time since i met her, fate contrived to just have her be there and have me walk in the door. didn't think she worked there anymore. guess i thought wrong.

the irritating thing of course is when fate leaves you hanging. because if it didn't, she would have been free after work and i could have said goodbye properly. turns out, as i walked out the door, that was it. and that's kinda why i think fate likes to play tricks on me.

i hate that i am being so pathetic about this by the way. but now you all know. quite unfortunately.

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