男女爱情青红灯，缘起缘尽有注定

damn it i'm tired. i keep telling myself that this is normal, that where i am in my life is nothing to be ashamed off or excessively disappointed about, but i can't seem to convince myself. that's really all there is to say. i'm ready to be saved right now, for someone else to come along and pretend to care for awhile.