Thursday, June 26, 2008

am i gonna be lonely for the rest of my life

the answer to that above question feels like a yes, despite knowing that it's too early to actually say that. the question comes from a rhett miller song that's been coming up on my pandora.com account, which feels particularly appropriate to me. what i need is to be able to bite the bullet and do what i need to do.

but what exactly is hard to say. i was convinced that i was going to say my piece today, but i did not. honestly, despite thinking about it for the past few days, i didn't know exactly what i was going to say. i mean, what should i say? how can i tell anyone what i want, without knowing what it is that's going wrong?

and isn't it worse if you know what you might want is totally futile and self-defeating?

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