so amidst the snow and incessant winds, i spent what can only be described as a cold delightful friday evening. it's so strange how something that's so familiar can quickly take on a different complexion. it vindicates my belief that information is the most powerful thing. knowing just a bit more about the situation changes everything.
so it was good. but under present circumstances, good is just such a nebulous word. good because it made me happy. but precisely because of that it isn't really good. how do i forget a feeling that i keep reliving? a feeling that makes things feel alright just for a moment, regardless of the mess that my life feels like right now. i wish i could be stronger. move on, and let life progress.
i'm making the worst decisions at the worst possible time. why can't i over-think it now?
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