Monday, August 11, 2008

watching the wide world riot and hiding out

all of today, i've felt a familiar feeling that i couldn't quite place. it's a mix of excitement and apprehension, of wanting to go forward without leaving anything behind. i realize now what that feeling is: it's the feeling i get when i'm leaving home. how incredibly odd to have that feeling now.

somehow, i feel as if things will be different going back this time. i have to believe that, after the hellish year i've had.

so i'll be back in singapore soon. and if i have it my way, a whole different person will be coming back here in september.

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