i don't mean no, i don't mean maybe, i'm indefinitely

clarification: nothing in this following paragraph actually applies to me. this is not what i think is happening, just some observations.

woke up too early this morning on a day without anyone to fight for the bathroom over, and started to think. and i realised that making new friends often means losing old ones, whether you'd like to admit it or not. because making new friends tend to change you. it tends to expose you to things and make you do things that your old friends probably might not imagine you doing. and usually, while things don't come to a point where you actually have to decide which friends you want to keep, somehow things become different, and people fade away.

on the other hand, this is what i am actually thinking right now:

after buying my airtickets, i am now suddenly very happy. maybe cos right now there is something much more definite to head towards, that once i get this quarter done with i can go home and see everyone i want to see. so yesterday i had a great day, the most fun i've had for a long time. went downtown with the singaporeans, and bought clothing from old navy, including a down vest for 40USD. more clothing to wear now, especially since my wardrobe was getting increasingly unsuitable for the climate. then we went to this place called navy pier (what's up with all the navy shit?) and walked about for quite a while, and concluded that it is a very romantic place that we would all like to bring our girlfriends to one day. went a very expensive ferris wheel, which was not at all impressive, but still fun for some reason. came home, to find the entire house partying (it's halloween! soon!) and joined in the festivities for a while. and now i'm going to go for dimsum in chinatown.

oh yah, i do need to write a paper for tuesday. oh well, it's not every weekend you get 49 hours off school. daylight saving time is confusing, but it rocks!