in a very quiet way, this has been a very eventful week. for one, i'm coming to you now from a new computer. this blog has officially outlasted the hardware that i use to generate it, which is interesting. strangely, i was very calm when my computer broke. perhaps i'm starting to put confidence in my backups. perhaps computers just aren't very hard to understand anymore. whatever the case, i'm glad to have this new toy, and vista is actually really nice to use so far.
the second last quarter of classes ever has concluded, but in such a surreptious way. i barely noticed the quarter has ended, till i realized i didn't have to go to class yesterday. in a few days i'll be in frankfurt, visiting people i haven't seen in a long time. it's all quite exciting. but somehow, everything feels muted. time is passing in such an odd way these days. it accelerates without my knowledge, and crawls whenever i catch up. so much to do, so little time, but also too much to sit around and think.
there is something very incoherent about my thoughts. perhaps because there is something else that happened, which i shan't quite go into. i think the previous post should be disregarded. i've turned a huge corner without really expecting to. it's nice to feel a certain way now, a way i haven't felt in years. if i've spent the past year in an emotional paper bag, it seems i've somehow punched my way out. to even be capable of feeling this way, after the mess of last year, is heartening.
back to work. need to write this darn paper.
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