Saturday, October 25, 2008

the kind of pain you've got to medicate

ah drunk blogs. well, not so much drunk, but alcohol-induced honesty. i honestly feel so much more in control of what i feel. unfortunately, there are still things i want to feel that i probably shouldn't. i hate these complications. life really is simple. here's what i want: someone to make me feel like life isn't that bad. because i know it isn't, but i need constant reminder.

i'm feeling so much better really. i just hope it'll last. if nothing else, i'm much more convinced that i can be selfless about what i feel. so what if it isn't going to turn out the way i wanted it? at least you're happy, right?

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