i'm realize that i'm quite content these days. it seems the unhappiness was a consequence of stress, and that the unjustified emotions of the earlier parts of the year have faded away quite completely. i think i'm finally adept at doing things for my own sake, to make myself happy rather than trying to impress someone else, or to make myself into someone i think is better than who i am now. who i am now is perfectly alright, and i've spent too much time letting someone else tell me what's wrong with me when they are just as fucked up as i am, or probably more.
i think i have made a change to who i am over the summer. it just took getting back into the groove of things to make me realize how different i feel. i like this.
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