when you love someone but it goes to waste - could it be worse?

it's odd to find interesting lyrics in terrible songs. in this case, it's coldplay's 'fix you', which is quite uninspiring as they tend to be. well that's really all i have to say about that.

anyways, i think i've gone and done it again. i've gone and presumed too much. in return, i had to walk home in the rain, having intentionally avoided a bus which would have brought me to a bus stop so much closer to home. that didn't make sense, but i suppose the succinct way of putting it is that i've allowed someone to manipulate me in a way that i should have recognized, since it was a typical thing for that person to do. i'm sick and tired of being a huge fool.

so yes, the more things change the more they stay the same. i'm so sick and tired of falling into the same traps. older but no wiser, that's what i am. maybe if i start getting more sleep i'll stop being this silly.