for some reason i had a bad night of sleep. i blame it on dehydration. yesterday, i left my water bottle at pierce and only realized it after getting home. hence, the customary loss of a water bottle this year has been accomplish, and i can only hope that after acquiring its replacement, i will keep it till 2009. i have my doubts.
i need to think more before i write, lest i write things that sound inappropriate. the fact that people read this is actually a very interesting challenge, because honesty must be tempered with consideration for potential misunderstanding. and since i enjoy writing in this coy and defensive manner, i need to take that into account doubly.
to elaborate: i think i like where my life is going now. but i can't be sure, which makes things hard to evaluate. while summer plans are more concrete, i am increasingly struck by how lonely summer might be, and am hence afraid. i'm afraid that what i wanted is not really what's good for me, which scares me. and looking at all the work i have before me, failure seems like such a serious possibility.
apart from that, life is plodding along quite nicely.
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