so instead of sleeping early, i decided to blog. math homework is looking unsually easy (finished half of it in 30 mins) and decided to stop watchin 21grams, which is a really crappy movie in my opinion.
i'm ready to go home now. i think it's got to a point where things here no longer excite me enough for me to really really want to stay. i suppose beauty world took up so much of my time and energy that i didn't realise how little a lot of other things meant. and now that it's over, the gaping hole in life is becoming obvious. so what's there to do? live for the weekends so i can go have fun with my friends? stop trying in classes? i don't know. i just want the next 2 months to pass quickly, so that i can taste my mom's cooking again, and go sit by the esplanade.
i think it's so much worse when you get used to being here. because that's when i feel like i'm starting to lose myself.
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