yes indeed, the blog is being neglected of late. realised that the tagboard is no longer working, and since i don't really need one, i removed it without hope of every restoring its functionality.
there's a whole bunch of things going on in my head now actually, but i suppose those things that hit you the hardest are the hardest to articulate as well. suffice to say, i have sunken back into one of my typical bouts of depression.
i realise that wanting something you already have is an odd feeling. the whole grass-is-greener-on-the-other-side mentality kills me. why can't we, as a species, simply settle for the good that we all possess? why the odd desire to go for something new, something not even necessarily better, but just different? why?
in other news, i wished i made worst decisions sometimes. decisions that are not "right" but that would make me happy. even for a while before crashing to a realisation of the errors of my ways. i'm too young to want concrete things. what i really need is temporary satisfaction. maybe i'm just sick of waiting.
this has been a rather scattered post so far. but i suppose there are a lot of things going on in my head.
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