unfortunately, no studying done today. just finished my paper. and watched the brothers grimm, which is a pretty crap movie. and now i can't get to sleep because it's one of those nights where i get the incredible sense that i've been a failure at life in all its aspects. i need some resolve right now. on the other hand, the prospect of being home in a few days does excite me. i'm beginning to miss the food back home, so i suppose the timing's just about right. 1 more exam to go, the hardest one i expect. resolve. one last little push, and it will be done. of course, the fact that i'm trading 3 hours a day of school for 8 hours a day of work my first 8 weeks back is increasingly feeling like a stupid decision.
i'm regretting a lot of things i've left unsaid this year. and the opportunities to say them are all passing me by as i speak. life is unfortunate because it's brief, and we are all separated somehow. someday maybe i'll become more courageous.
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